606, almost.

 🤗 hi, everythinggg!

*'deep breath i did this'*

dayum! i cant believe that im in this phase again. lol

*sigh* so, 606, right? hahahaha thats almost a devil's number. 

like, the god's plan that we r not even aware of we could probably think that we were..."almost (?)".

either almost being a devil together; or just almost meant to be together. (sounds familier to me)

almost

do you see

how i love him true

it could have been you.

as for you

and your love for her

it could have been me.

but we were a maybe

and never a must

when it should have been us.

thats my fav poetry. beutiful yet much painfull. like you. :)

    since i wasnt know how to be in touch with you anymore, and i dont wanted too,  so i was thought that im gonna write about you. and it was probably gonna be the sweetest letter that youve ever read in your entire life. and but, since your every heavy and heavenly words for me, then i finally am did some poison into this letter cus ive been drinked it all day like the burn cinnamon extract that has sweet just by the name, not even the flavour.

    i was thought youll be the first who ever did not to hurting me, it turns out you did the most given me a ton of hurted. but still, ykr, youre always be my fav stanger yet beutiful mistakes that ive ever did.

    tbh, im verryyyyyy feel your loved. youre such a lovable and caring person. youre a nice person. and i loved the way you treating me nicely, the way you spoke to me so gently and melt me away. but im the one who cant stand for this situation. im not heartless, i just using my heart less. you should to know that i dont wanna hurt you. and i dont wanna hurted more too. i just wanna keep my heart falling for you rather than hurting you by my acts, my reacts, my yeuuu words of the wild and rude off of the tiny heart that feels hurt. actually everything is fine tho, but besides, keep in mind for 2 things about losing anything; just this time we both only incompatible in one of specific way that you couldnt agree more anyhow~

    :) and by now, im gonna dwelling you in me. your charming face, your sweet cheecky smile, your lips, your laugh, your flirty voice, your talk active, your clingy, your softness, your hotty body, your warm hug, your smell, your beutiful eyes, your hand, your arms, your skin, your kiss, your touch, your fingers, your tongue, your bouncy butt, your hair, your ears, your neck, your nips, your crazy sexy nipples, your breath, your moan, your gradation weapon, your shooting, ahh, gotcha!, your sayang baby honey etc, your love (?), and your...everything about you! youre on my daily basis, in my veins, in my fantacy. youre in my deepest heart, you always in my good prayers and thoughts. always. <3

^* darlingg,

babyyyy,

my sweetheart,

my almost,

my tangan manis,

i wont regret it even just one grain of sand.

i trully am sorry for anything and everything did happened to us.

your every lovely and warmth words to me,

it makes me more and more loving you deeply, killing me softly, baby,

my rumah cerita.

yk, i do love you, sayang. *^

   i cant thank you enough for ever exist in my life. for loving me—even maybe just no longer and just stayed at the moment. i wont trade you—"my stanger is my beutiful mistakes" with anyone else. yk, when your ambulance has been to come, you always make my heart feel warm and you stoling it at once, *what a claver robber! lol*. thank you for making me feel loved and cared. i can feel loved again, and i can love someone again—its you. cus of you. but,

from 'Lay Me Down' turn to 'Closure'.

we both are like oil and water,

we cant be together.

always and still hoping,

...in another life. :)

jaga pola makan!

jaga mood disetiap bangun pagi is a must yaaa~

jaga pikiran to always think positive. you have to more extra aware of your health than others, 😠k. and dont much worried about me. just keep you in mind that im always gonna be fine. im probably gonna drowning in my own red's tearing waves tonight, but its all okay babyyyy, im totally fine. :) and oh, anything must be sisi manissss, ok💕

'* HAHAHHA, JK! I HATE YA! </3

IM GONNA MISS YOU, BABY. *'

love,

your almost,

your Rumah Cerita.

from Sam Smith turn to Pamungkas. lolololll

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