heavenly mistake

this is how cool i am to just screw up an amazing thing, lol

from my deepest ocean

i feel sorrow. so much.

i shouldnt have had to read that odd letter that night

because we're enough.

without saying anything clearly,

we're more than enough.

we know that.

i shouldve just tie my tongue

i shouldve shut off my fckn mouth

we dont need to know everything,

we can feel it. warmly.

we know that.

the intuition is always reminded me for not to go "firstly" to say anything about feelings. even if im in danger to die mode, "dOnT eVeR dArE yOuRe to sAy aNytHiNG, biTcH!", intuition said. ive been swearing for especially that thing. me and my intuition, we’ve got deal with that one...to not, to i dont, to i wouldnt. so, i would never to go first to say anything about my feelings to anyone because i know that is such a really dangerous thing. it’ll takes a ton of risks. for me, for them, it could be a fire.  

"if a lady go firstly for a feelings, trust me, it never gonna works out.", intuition said.

and sure enough, at that damn night and now and forever i would probably gonna take all the risks. that night, the warmnt love was makes me stabbing my intuition, lol. and ya, everything has ruined. 

trust no one but intuition. thats it.

*" i miss you.

i know.

i miss myself, too.

i miss the old me,

i miss the old us.

we're freaking odd now. "*

oh, for more sorrow,

pardon me for my selfish ear why theyre should to heard the "fuCk yOu" powerfull words. hit much different for my mistake. youre my heavenly mistake.